I know I said I was over Joe, and I am, but in the back of my mind I couldn’t let go of any of the things he gave me. I couldn’t take down the pictures, I couldn’t give away his clothes. Even thinking about moving on with someone else really really scared me. Friday night after talking to my friends and having such an amazingly fun time I realized that they are just memories and I will make new, better ones, because when someone loves you they don’t do what he did. I have officially deleted all of the blog posts I had of him, I took down all the pictures, teddy bears, photo albums, video he made me, and scratched out his name from my wall with marker, that is until I paint over it (perfect example on why you don’t tattoo a guys name on your body). I finally feel free and ready to move on!
This is definitely one of her best songs. Loved creating this one.
On a brighter note, I went shopping today and bought 4 pairs of size 8 jeans. High five to me!
Don’t text me at 8:25 with an invite to the movies and then when I text you back at 9 you tell me that it started at 8:45. First of all I know I text back a little bit late but come on that was obviously a late invite. I could of been in bed, full on lazy mode, zero makeup on, no bra/underwear and you expect me to be ready in that amount of time? Yeah, no thanks!
The moment I realized that weight loss and getting into good physical shape doesn’t happen instantly is when I started to enjoy the process. I used to be the type of person who would work out and eat healthy for a week and get mad because I hadn’t lost any weight and couldn’t fit into a smaller pair of jeans. The new me realizes that it’s going to take a while to get to the point where I want to be and the body I want. It’s actually pretty amazing being able to watch my body change and to think of it as a project. Well I’m off to go run.